Created: Thursday, 24 April 2014 02:48
- May I make an observation?
...I asked Bob after he had finished telling me about all the emails he was late in responding to. Usually he responds quickly, but he had gotten behind.
He wanted to hear what I had to say.
I pointed out that the evening before, he had gotten on the case of someone who had been slow in responding to him. I told him,
- I know in my own life, when I get on someone else's case for something, I almost invariably catch myself not living up to my own standards and doing what I object to in them.
Bob smiled and noted,
A few minutes later he came back and commented about how he hadn't noticed the parallel at all.
I love it that Bob responded with such receptivity. That speaks to his integrity. That's one of the reasons I love him.
Created: Wednesday, 23 April 2014 13:56
"Wow. Thanks for the video. lol" That was feedback on a recent post from one of my subscribers.
I did preview the beginning of the YouTube video Alive by Goldfrapp, but didn't watch it through. It would have been a good idea to have previewed the whole thing. I commented on the dark nature of her make-up, but didn't realize how ghoulish the video becomes. It doesn't match the experience I had dancing to the audio at all.
So the moral of the story is, preview things all the way through before you pass them on.
I AM feeling alive again, and it does't look anything like the video. ;-) Thanks for the heads up, Al.
I also received some wonderful and insightful responses to this post. One reader mentioned that I posted it on Good Friday - a day filled with death, but with the promise of eternal life. That reader also mentioned that her moving in with her boyfriend was death to independent living, but new life for the relationship. I love her observations. Life is like that. Decisions literally mean killing off options for the options we select.
That point matches the intended spirit of the post... much better than the visuals in the Goldfrapp video. I'll just say the level of darkness doesn't elicit the effect I was going for. Perhaps I need to create my own video - with an emphasis on life.
Created: Friday, 18 April 2014 15:11
My theme song this week is "Feeling Alive Again" by Goldfrapp. Her makeup looks like death to me, but the song is life.
Wednesday I bought chicken feet for my soup broth. I also got some very strange looking (and bitter tasting) herbs from my acupuncturist. When she told me she had a bag of herbs for me, I pictured a one-inch square tea bag, not a lunch sack filled with unrecognizable bark and roots.
Both looked a bit like death, but are very life-giving.
I AM feeling alive again. Yay! I don't care what my herbs look like, or taste like, and I'll cook up chicken feet every day if that's what it takes to jump-start spring in my heart, body and soul. I am grateful.
Created: Tuesday, 15 April 2014 16:26
After my "What is your favorite Girl Scout cookie?" post, a couple of readers mentioned that they have little patience with people who ask, "How are you?" when the asker clearly doesn't care.
I generally don't enjoy questions when I know the asker doesn't care about the answer, but I have made peace with the "How are you?" question. I figure most people don't mean it literally, so I don't need to reply literally. Usually I keep it simple by saying, "Good. You?" But sometimes I take it as an opportunity to talk about whatever I want.
The knee-jerk response to a question is to answer it as asked. Instead, I pretend they just said, "Hi," or asked, "What's on your mind that might be interesting?" If I want to, I might tell them about the insight I had, or how I scored at a sale or how much better I felt after I hiked.
If I don't want to share myself, I'll just say, "Good. You?" And I go about my business.
What's different about the "How are you?" question from the favorite cookie question is that it's a greeting, not a trick. They're not asking how I am to set me up for something they want me to do.
Also, we expect the question so we have the option of preparing.
As for me, I napped in my meditation this morning and was groggy afterwards. I hiked and I did feel better after. I'm happy about that.
That's how I am. How are you?
Created: Monday, 14 April 2014 13:08
Bob and I were thinking it, but Noel is the one who said it.
When you fix things at the root and you create integrated systems, it can seem like an endless process. Would we ever arrive? We were thinking we had, but only Noel dared speak the words.
Noel is our new computer tech. Noel is amazing. We're actually glad that our previous computer guy changed the network in a way that created all kinds of problems, and then went on vacation. That forced us to find Noel.
Noel got everything working as it should and connected the pieces. Two of my USB ports weren't working. I have numerous ports, but Noel insisted on fixing the broken ones anyway. That required him to know what kind of mother board I have, and since it's at the bottom of the computer, that required him to take the computer apart. In the process, he removed some wires that went nowhere and discovered some loose screws that had been left on the bottom of the unit.
He even tamed the jungle of wires in the back of my computer. His comment was,
- It's called pride in your work.
It took a long time. We joke, "What time is Noel coming today?" because he has become part of our lives. He will be back for this and that, but as for the major overhaul, (do I dare say it?),
Created: Saturday, 12 April 2014 12:26
"Would you like to buy some Girl Scout Cookies?" I don't eat cookies. My answer is easy. It's "No." (Well, "No thanks.")
But Seth Godin recommends a different phrase. He suggests they ask:
- What is your favorite kind of Girl Scout Cookie?
Mine is mint chocolate, although the peanut-butter ones have their appeal. I was a Camp Fire Girl, and I liked the mint chocolate candies.
See how it starts a conversation?
However, PowerPhraser beware! This PowerPhrase is a manipulative Poison Phrase if you're not really interested in the answer. The power is in the rapport, shared experience and the conversation. That's true of pretty much every pre-pared phrase you can use. Put your heart in it and make it your own, and it can be mutually beneficial.
Use it to "work" someone, and you may sell cookies, but you lose a bit of your soul.
Created: Wednesday, 02 April 2014 14:17
Some say you should never mix business and personal. It's a good rule if your friendships are superficial and you need to walk around issues. It makes no sense if your friendships are deeply supportive, the business relationship is mutually beneficial, and the communication is good. That's my experience, anyway.
I've had business relationships that have been great matches but weren't matches for frienships. I've had friendships that were great matches but didn't work for business. In both cases, we tried to expand our relationships and backed off.
I've also had and have business relationships with some of my dearest friends, and friendships with some of my most treasured professionals. In both cases, we needed to SpeakStrong at times to keep things fluid and fresh.
Rob had the same experience with a client/friend. Despite his more than fair invoices, Rob's friend would wince every time he got the bill. After too many occasions of this, Rob told him:
- If I have to choose between a business and personal relationship with you, I'd prefer to have you as a friend and lose you as a client. I'd rather do that than hear you b&#%! about the bill, because it hurts my heart. But I'd rather keep you as a friend ans a client.
The message was received as intended.
Created: Monday, 31 March 2014 16:07
I tried to take a bath and and the knob came off in my hand. Bob tried to turn the oven on and it didn't work. I tried to vacuum and the wheels fell off the vacuum. All within a few hours of each other. All very trying.
This has been the norm, not the exception lately. By lately, I mean since we married April 1, 2012. Recent challenges aren't as severe as the fires and floods we weathered, but they do keep us from moving forward.
Our "digital dude" reset our computer network and went on vacation. Problems emerged like a whack-a-mole. We kept thinking we had solved the issue at least long enough to be able to operate until our tech guy returned, and we kept being proven wrong. I don't exaggerate when I tell you that running a business with computer issues like this is traumatic for Bob.
My health has been improving, and I felt wildly energetic at dance. I leaped into the air and landed on my hip and hand. I could barely use my left hand. Happily, that injury only took a handful of days to heal.
But hope springs eternal. Plus the lessons that are the gifts of the adversities are powerful and deep. We're working as a team better than ever. My health woes have caused me to embrace a huge discovery process in the kitchen and I am nourishing myself better than ever. I am getting my spirit back and have even gained a couple of pounds from my tiniest me. We found a new tech guy who knocked our socks off.
On one level, we're getting nowhere fast. On another level, we're getting somewhere worth being.
I will ease back into dance abandon, enjoying the subtleties as I rebuild. We will keep fixing what breaks, looking for new and better solutions to our challenges. We're rebuilding foundations from the ground up.
Bob just told me it's kind of like changing the course of a huge cruise ship. It can change, but it's a slow process. Nice simile.
We really are transforming our lives. And that takes time. And patience.
Bob is toasting his nuts in a skillet right now. You know, since the oven isn't working...yet.